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1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? my face 2. How much cash do you have on you right now? $0 3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? chest! 4. Favourite plant? flowers 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? derek 6. What is your main ring tone on your phone? system of a down - byob 7. What shirt are you wearing? club sandwiches not seals 8. Do you "label" yourself? sometimes 9. Name brand of your shoes currently wearing? no shoes 10. Do you prefer a bright or dark room? dark 11. What did you have for breakfast? fries 12. Since question 12 is weirdly missing, make some shit up. hmm... 13. What were you doing at midnight last night? crying 14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say? "i love you" 15. Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners? No 16. What's an expression that you say a lot? you know what i mean? 17. Who told you they loved you last? reece 18. Last furry thing you touched? umm? 19. How many hours a week do you work? 40 20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? 2, e-ville trip. im scared to 21. Favorite age you have been so far? 16 22. Your worst enemy? umm yeah.. im not sayin 23. What is your current desk top picture? bronson arroyo 24. What was the last thing you said to someone? you're my baby 25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to go back in time and fix all your mistakes which would you choose? BOTH.. duh
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[ Thursday August 11th] |
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Do I expect to change the past I hold inside With all the words I say repeating over in my mind Some things you can't erase, no matter how hard you try An exit to escape is all there is left to find
Close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by There is no time to waste asking why I'll run away with you by my side
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| Time for explanation.. |
[ Monday August 8th] |
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I haven't wrote in here in a long time and this is the reason why.
I do not have a baby, I do not have a picture on here. I know that I lied and some of the best friends I made on here now hate me because I had been lying about such dumb things. I let down Melanie and that's one of the last people I wanted to let down on here.. I didn't take you off Mel because you didn't take me off surprisingly and you even added me to your sidebar.. maybe you didn't mean to. I owe you an explanation and i'll try my best.
I don't have an excuse as to why and fakers are my least favorite things.. but it's hard to say that I was a faker. It makes me like wtf because I too have faked someone else and that makes me feel really low.
I hurt the one person that I regret ever hurting and that person is Reece. I love this boy more than anything in this world and he is always going to be my baby. I know that he and I went through a huge deal when I told him the truth about me but it made us so much stronger because we realized that after something so big we got through it like team players and thats what he and I are.. a team. I love him so much and I adore the fact that he hasn't given up on me yet.. it seems as if he really cares about me because he didn't leave.. he just wanted to know why. I know that he didn't trust me for awhile but I have gained every last bit of his trust back because now i'm nothing but sincere to him and he knows it. We have a strong bond and we're getting through things so well and everything is perfect.
Baby, I just want you to know that as many times as i've apologized to you, I just wanna apologize one more time.
Im sorry to all of you as well.
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[ Monday July 25th] |
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Keith Urban//I Wanna Be Your Everything |
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i've never felt like this before.
i'm gonna marry this boy and our life together will be perfect.
i love you reece.
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[ Monday June 27th] |
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I LOVE YOU BABY
Reece
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